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The
newborn fairies were flitting in and out of kitchen cabinets and practicing
their teleportations. Like all new lives, they ran in groups and played
at the skills that would eventually prove important to adulthood. One
at a time they stopped in midair, blinked, and vanished in a shower of
tiny sparks, only to appear nearby in a perfect star-shaped flash of light.
They played hide-and-seek and follow-the-leader in this way, appearing
momentarily atop a pantry shelf next to a slouched bag of flour, then
when the rest followed the light and soft noise of their teleportation
winking out again to show up somewhere else.
Their small lights swooped
back and forth in the kitchen windows. Someone walking through the back
alley late that night might have taken the glow for a nightlight, or the
faint green luminescence of an old oven clock. Had they stopped to peer
across the short backyard and its rusting army of outdoor furniture, they
might have supposed that fireflies were loose inside the house, bumbling
at the windows and unable to get out.
The fairies did not consider
the possibility of being discovered; mere hours old, they were filled
with a joyous recklessness that would become maturity and wisdom by morning.
For now, their small butterfly wings were scarcely dry and begging to
be tested. Their delicate antennae picked up a cascade of wondrous sensations,
which the fairies followed to sources around the room -- the muffled crunch
of two weevils eating their lifelong path through the flour bag; the watery
sheen of moonlight on a polished floor; the individual voices of grapes
humming in 16-tone disharmonies behind the refrigerator door.
Like most young lives, they
were still testing the limits of their abilities, and secretly hopeful
that they would never discover an end to their powers. One challenged
the others to follow her through a series of teleportations, and flashed
in and out of locations throughout the kitchen as fast as she could manage.
One moment she stood on top of the refrigerator, the next she curled up
in a teacup, then she hid behind the trash can. The other fairies blinked
about in her wake, sending out flowers of sparkling lights at every hop.
They learned to sense where she would be next, in the same way her senses
told her where it was safe to teleport.
She could not shake them, and
tried to jump even faster. She blinked, vanished, and found herself reappeared
inside a glass mason jar half-filled with dried rice. The jar around her
momentarily flashed cheerily as another fairy appeared just outside the
jar. She blinked and cast out her senses to the next place she could jump,
but nothing happened. She hovered inside the mason jar, confused. More
fairies from the game appeared in a little semicircle around the jar,
looking in at her in confusion.
She blinked and nothing happened.
She blinked and nothing happened. She couldn't quite feel a place
outside the glass walls where she could teleport. Maybe she was too tired,
or maybe the glass was somehow keeping her inside. She grew suddenly anxious
and began beating on the jar with her tiny fists.
The other fairies watched her,
unsettled and confused. Nothing in their brief experience told them what
to do if another of their number was in trouble. They lined up against
the glass wall and peered inside, their little hands resting on the curves
of the embossed word "Mason" that wrapped around the jar.
The trapped fairy beat on the
inside of the jar, but all the rest could hear was a soft, high-pitched
tinkle, like a far-off bell. They did not know what to do, and they looked
at each other anxiously before turning their eyes back to their imprisoned
friend. Her antennae were wilting a little, and her wings were hanging
down as if useless. Eventually she floated down to the bed of dry rice
and closed her eyes. The other fairies began to cry tiny diamonds.
"What a sad story!"
Susan says. She's cooking rice for an Indian dish, and we are suddenly
both so depressed by my expository tale that dinner has come to a temporary
halt.
"I can't help it,"
I tell her.
"Who are the fairies?"
she asks.
"I think it's all my patients
on the ambulance," I guess plaintively, "No matter what I do,
I just can't help all of them."
"I think it's the nation,"
she says.
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